Post by RisingPhoenix on Jun 17, 2014 23:01:13 GMT -5
I don't know I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something. I just woke up on the "I don't care" side of the bed. I know a part deep, way, way, way deep down in my big toe nail cares but really??? *sigh* people are starting to get on my bad side. It's hot! And I said that I was not going to complain about the heat if the cold winter went away so I complain about the real issues which are the people. It IS the people that ARE causing me grief. Their stupidity in this heat? No, no, no, no, no. Don't do that. Not to someone like myself. My little sister and I are about to be roommates and my sister never read up about mood disorders she is just aware of some issues that I have faced. But she has hit 24 now which is close to the age where my bipolar disorder was diagnosed and she has been saying and doing things that are downright bipolar. "Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I don't put on brakes and just ram the back of another persons car". I have thought it never spoke it like she has but I guess she trusted me enough to share. I just said "hmmm, let's not find out". It's okay to have thoughts every now and then but you should never let thoughts take over your mind. She saw my side yesterday in Walmart. It was very hot and I wanted to cash a money order. Moneygram, Walmarts signature money order, the money order they sell. First off the money center was closed, lights out and such. So they were cashing checks in customer services. I believe there were 4 registers but only two were open. Two very long lines (back story: I didn't sleep very well the night before because my best friend was to return back to Tennessee the following day and so we cried a lot and we were sad and so I was tired, irritable, and plus I took care of business most of that day, which included apartment hunting because as most people have seen I have been MIA from the site due to my living in the boondocks...sooooo I have been trying to rectify that situation, plus school, plus my oldest son graduated high school, not to mention a bout of Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever and Lyme disease. Oh yeah the struggle is real. Back to the beat. So two long lines in which I stood in one until I got to the front just to find out that the woman wasn't cashing check she was just doing returns. I looked over at the woman beside me and asked her what was she doing checks or returns and she said returns so I asked if she wanted so switch spots which she didn't so I became pissed. I asked the clerk so you expect me to get back into this line again and start over? You want me to get in the back of that long line. She was hesitant and then she said "yes it only seems fair" I said "oh bleep to the naw. I'm fat and I am tired and its hot. I am not getting back in this line again. You should have it clearly marked which one you are doing so we will know what you are doing and know what line to get into!" No one made a move. I got even angrier. I said " Oh yall aren't going to do anything?"
I went to find a manager. The manager asks me "Do you have the receipt of purchase and the receipt that was connect to the money order"? I said "mam someone gave me the money order..why would I have that?" She says "Cause we don't be cashing money orders like dat" she says this just like that. I mean " We don't be cashing money orders like that" We don't be ? Seriously? I say "but you sell them!" The money center is open by then and she talks to the clerk. Long story short my money order gets cashed but I was shaking and having thought of tearing things up in the store. I just knew I was getting arrested but my best friend kept popping his head in and rubbing my back and hugging me. I remember him pulling me away from a nurse in a hospital when I was going to jump across the counter on her. I think I got her fired. He's such a sweetie. On a lighter note I learned how to use contact lenses.
I went to find a manager. The manager asks me "Do you have the receipt of purchase and the receipt that was connect to the money order"? I said "mam someone gave me the money order..why would I have that?" She says "Cause we don't be cashing money orders like dat" she says this just like that. I mean " We don't be cashing money orders like that" We don't be ? Seriously? I say "but you sell them!" The money center is open by then and she talks to the clerk. Long story short my money order gets cashed but I was shaking and having thought of tearing things up in the store. I just knew I was getting arrested but my best friend kept popping his head in and rubbing my back and hugging me. I remember him pulling me away from a nurse in a hospital when I was going to jump across the counter on her. I think I got her fired. He's such a sweetie. On a lighter note I learned how to use contact lenses.
