Post by RisingPhoenix on May 10, 2013 0:57:53 GMT -5
I lie in my bed and watch the sunrise.
Another sleepless night for every time I close my eyes they return.
Zombies of a shattered past, haunt me, torturing me, beckoning to me to be set free.
If only it were that easy, I would have been let go.
Do I not deserve to be set free as well?
The alarm goes off now.
Now I know I must arise although I don’t want to.
There are things that must be done.
Although I don’t want to be, I am needed.
All I want is one goodnight’s sleep but maybe I am undeserving.
Maybe I don’t deserve to be free.
I go about my day after shaking the cobwebs from my fragile mind.
Time goes by so fast and I find myself in my bed again the Zombies again ripping at my flesh as I try to run.
What do they want from me?
If only I knew, I wouldn’t have to keep fighting my way through the crowd of past loves, family members, and the unknown.
I awaken now in a cold sweat and look around my room.
Those door dreams again!
What do they want from me?
If only I knew, I would set myself free of them.
Don’t I deserve a little peace?
Or do I?
Maybe I brought this on myself.
Maybe I deserve the haunts of my past.
The past loves and uncultivated friendships and acquaintances ripping at my flesh for vindication.
I never thought I did you wrong!
I never meant to wrong you!
Please go away and leave me alone!
I meant you no harm!
The sun rises finally and the zombies disperse
Leaving me to quiver in the corner clutching my blanket…until next time…
Another sleepless night for every time I close my eyes they return.
Zombies of a shattered past, haunt me, torturing me, beckoning to me to be set free.
If only it were that easy, I would have been let go.
Do I not deserve to be set free as well?
The alarm goes off now.
Now I know I must arise although I don’t want to.
There are things that must be done.
Although I don’t want to be, I am needed.
All I want is one goodnight’s sleep but maybe I am undeserving.
Maybe I don’t deserve to be free.
I go about my day after shaking the cobwebs from my fragile mind.
Time goes by so fast and I find myself in my bed again the Zombies again ripping at my flesh as I try to run.
What do they want from me?
If only I knew, I wouldn’t have to keep fighting my way through the crowd of past loves, family members, and the unknown.
I awaken now in a cold sweat and look around my room.
Those door dreams again!
What do they want from me?
If only I knew, I would set myself free of them.
Don’t I deserve a little peace?
Or do I?
Maybe I brought this on myself.
Maybe I deserve the haunts of my past.
The past loves and uncultivated friendships and acquaintances ripping at my flesh for vindication.
I never thought I did you wrong!
I never meant to wrong you!
Please go away and leave me alone!
I meant you no harm!
The sun rises finally and the zombies disperse
Leaving me to quiver in the corner clutching my blanket…until next time…
