Post by RisingPhoenix on May 13, 2012 21:39:00 GMT -5
I try my hardest to think of words to describe you.
Who really can formulate words to describe your patience, your kindness, your sincerity?
I wake up anxious in the morn as you are the first thing on my mind.
I simply cannot deny myself the pleasure of day dreaming about you.
I call you my friend but I would be lying if I said I did not want to touch you in the ways friends should never touch.
No I dare say a friend should ever want to kiss your neck passionately or grab you about the waist and pull you close to breathe you in.
A friend should never let you see the want in their eyes when they look at you.
I stared at your photograph today. I would feel guilty if I had not had your permission to gaze into your eyes. Yes those to, they are indescribable. I challenge someone to find the color of your eyes so that I may liken them to a tangible object. As far as I am concerned there is nothing like them as there is no one like you.
As much as I am excited about our time conversing and dancing around the subject of our feelings, I also have great fear. I feel I am the most evil creature for the feeling. The fear, the fear that someone else will realize what I have realized. I do not think even you realize how unique, how wonderful and that word is not doing you justice, a person you are.
If only I could share even the same air you are breathing. Maybe I may not be able to touch you, but to be in the same room as you. I may not be able to hold back if I had given my word not to touch you because I may be drawn to you by an invisible force. No I may not be able to hold back.
May I breathe your air? May my lips pause in front of yours and breathe in as you exhale? I feel the tingle as even my spine becomes excited. My body can’t keep still as I think of you.
Why have you intoxicated me so? I’m not understanding the concept of all this. I’m one person that tries to find a reason behind even the simplest of things. But you are an enigma to me. A sweet dreamy dream.
You are all of the wonderful things that I think about all rolled into one. I ask you again where did you come from. You say I don’t know but I think you really did fall from heaven. Such a corny line people use but it must have happened before or no one would have said it. Heaven sent but worlds away. If it were in my power I would move heaven and earth and turn back the hands of time so that I could have been close to you.
I would live in your world. I say again I would live in your world because you are too good for mine. In tears I write of your magnificence you wish to share with me and I am feeling unworthy. Of all people you chose me? What have I done to deserve such honor for I wish to keep demonstrating to you such respect? Such sweet love you show to me in each letter, each syllable, each line, and each minute of each hour that I get to spend just talking with you. I’m not even sure that in your presence I would be able to live up to your expectations. I fear, I fear I may make a mistake. But you-you are who you are and you would never be judgmental or lash out at me, you only keep loving me and I want to keep you my secret. My sweet, sweet secret.
But I love you too much and so I want to tell you. It took all these words just to tell you that if I cannot be with you in this life I will wait for you in the next. We missed each other this time and this I regret but I will wait and be patient the next time. And when I see you I will run to you and I will hold on tight to you and never let go. As the moon complements the sun, I will always be your Sunshine and you my Moonlight.
Eternally yours,
Who really can formulate words to describe your patience, your kindness, your sincerity?
I wake up anxious in the morn as you are the first thing on my mind.
I simply cannot deny myself the pleasure of day dreaming about you.
I call you my friend but I would be lying if I said I did not want to touch you in the ways friends should never touch.
No I dare say a friend should ever want to kiss your neck passionately or grab you about the waist and pull you close to breathe you in.
A friend should never let you see the want in their eyes when they look at you.
I stared at your photograph today. I would feel guilty if I had not had your permission to gaze into your eyes. Yes those to, they are indescribable. I challenge someone to find the color of your eyes so that I may liken them to a tangible object. As far as I am concerned there is nothing like them as there is no one like you.
As much as I am excited about our time conversing and dancing around the subject of our feelings, I also have great fear. I feel I am the most evil creature for the feeling. The fear, the fear that someone else will realize what I have realized. I do not think even you realize how unique, how wonderful and that word is not doing you justice, a person you are.
If only I could share even the same air you are breathing. Maybe I may not be able to touch you, but to be in the same room as you. I may not be able to hold back if I had given my word not to touch you because I may be drawn to you by an invisible force. No I may not be able to hold back.
May I breathe your air? May my lips pause in front of yours and breathe in as you exhale? I feel the tingle as even my spine becomes excited. My body can’t keep still as I think of you.
Why have you intoxicated me so? I’m not understanding the concept of all this. I’m one person that tries to find a reason behind even the simplest of things. But you are an enigma to me. A sweet dreamy dream.
You are all of the wonderful things that I think about all rolled into one. I ask you again where did you come from. You say I don’t know but I think you really did fall from heaven. Such a corny line people use but it must have happened before or no one would have said it. Heaven sent but worlds away. If it were in my power I would move heaven and earth and turn back the hands of time so that I could have been close to you.
I would live in your world. I say again I would live in your world because you are too good for mine. In tears I write of your magnificence you wish to share with me and I am feeling unworthy. Of all people you chose me? What have I done to deserve such honor for I wish to keep demonstrating to you such respect? Such sweet love you show to me in each letter, each syllable, each line, and each minute of each hour that I get to spend just talking with you. I’m not even sure that in your presence I would be able to live up to your expectations. I fear, I fear I may make a mistake. But you-you are who you are and you would never be judgmental or lash out at me, you only keep loving me and I want to keep you my secret. My sweet, sweet secret.
But I love you too much and so I want to tell you. It took all these words just to tell you that if I cannot be with you in this life I will wait for you in the next. We missed each other this time and this I regret but I will wait and be patient the next time. And when I see you I will run to you and I will hold on tight to you and never let go. As the moon complements the sun, I will always be your Sunshine and you my Moonlight.
Eternally yours,
