Post by RisingPhoenix on May 16, 2012 23:04:39 GMT -5
I have never been in such a predicament in my life as the one I am in right now.
The complexities of this situation are torturous and crude and I would not wish anyone to suffer them.
For I see you in every corner, at every turn, tucked into the folds of the little places and I try to shake you away.
It's like trying to achieve the impossible!
Were you in some strange shape or form made for me and we just lost our way?
I try to exist without you but I am unsuccessful.
No matter if you aren't here you are still here and I am just at this crossroads.
I can't seem to keep going and if I do it’ll be half hearted.
Yes, a piece of my heart is missing, a very big piece at that.
My heart was entwined with yours and you finished its beats.
My spirit was united with yours but now my life force has diminished.
Shall I breathe never more?
I see you everywhere, behind me in the mirror, in front of me when I awaken, and in each fallen tear.
My heart aches at the thought of our first meeting, at how our destinies first intermingled and knew things we are just now discovering.
Something in the way your said my name spoke to my inner being, something in your voice stirred my soul and made me feel loved beyond my wildest dreams.
Something about the way you whispered in my ear, something about the way your grabbed me from behind and kissed my neck.
Something about the way you stared at me and how I felt your gaze even when you thought that I didn't know you were watching.
Why couldn't there have been a warning from our future selves.
Someone, something to tell us that we were meant for each other and that we couldn't exist without one another because right now we are being tormented and just barely getting by.
My air ways have become obstructed and my pulse has slowed.
My heart doesn't have your heart to finish it and now my beats are scarce.
My God I love you! Yet we can no longer be.
But how can I possibly continue on in this life without you?
The complexities of this situation are torturous and crude and I would not wish anyone to suffer them.
For I see you in every corner, at every turn, tucked into the folds of the little places and I try to shake you away.
It's like trying to achieve the impossible!
Were you in some strange shape or form made for me and we just lost our way?
I try to exist without you but I am unsuccessful.
No matter if you aren't here you are still here and I am just at this crossroads.
I can't seem to keep going and if I do it’ll be half hearted.
Yes, a piece of my heart is missing, a very big piece at that.
My heart was entwined with yours and you finished its beats.
My spirit was united with yours but now my life force has diminished.
Shall I breathe never more?
I see you everywhere, behind me in the mirror, in front of me when I awaken, and in each fallen tear.
My heart aches at the thought of our first meeting, at how our destinies first intermingled and knew things we are just now discovering.
Something in the way your said my name spoke to my inner being, something in your voice stirred my soul and made me feel loved beyond my wildest dreams.
Something about the way you whispered in my ear, something about the way your grabbed me from behind and kissed my neck.
Something about the way you stared at me and how I felt your gaze even when you thought that I didn't know you were watching.
Why couldn't there have been a warning from our future selves.
Someone, something to tell us that we were meant for each other and that we couldn't exist without one another because right now we are being tormented and just barely getting by.
My air ways have become obstructed and my pulse has slowed.
My heart doesn't have your heart to finish it and now my beats are scarce.
My God I love you! Yet we can no longer be.
But how can I possibly continue on in this life without you?
I really appreciate it 
