Post by RisingPhoenix on Sept 4, 2013 15:20:45 GMT -5
Ahhh...there they go again....the voices. I have soooo much homework to do and the creativity voices that should have been present the four or five months I was out of school have returned whilst I am supposed to be in scholar mode. So many different ideas about what to write come to me right now when I need to be thinking about public health and equal health care for all. Pashaw like that is really going to happen...ummm did I say that aloud orrrr....Um never mind. I want to write about Werewolves and kissing and coughing up mad hairballs. But I neeeeeed to be writing about Obamacare and such. Did I write that correctly because my computer isn't recognizing it. Oh well you all know what I am talking about. I think Molasses is not coming back and that's really weird because he was supposed to serve as inspiration. I saw a cool writing desk at the thrift shop today but some other dude got it before I could because I was too busy pulling a mattress. A twin mattress. What in the heck am I going to do with that? Oh yeah I'm single. I forgot. Lol! Which brings me to the question that is circling around in my head over and over again...how do you write about romance when you are single? I am sure it has been done but I have never did this unless well...that doesn't count because it was an online love affair so it still served as romance. Referring to Next Time:Letter to my Love. I always write about love lost but I haven't had a love to lose in a minute. And what's up with this teenie boppers trying to talk to an old chick like myself. What do they want me to do..change their diaper or buy them a new PS4? I am doing neither because I have children their age and my name is not Stella its Phoenix...well my name is actually on a need to know basis but if I could I would change it to Phoenix 
Maybe even Joaquin I don't know. They say the skies the limit but.... The one thing these folks really don't want me to do is start commenting on health care and that's what my school is asking for right now. I think that's why my mind is really being talkative. I am so pissed right now about some of the comments being made about the impoverished and their "impoverished thinking" their are three letters I want to follow that phrase up with and one of the letters is W. I took Health Care Administration and now I wish I had just took Literature or something that has to do with what I really love to do. My fear of hearing my writing was garbage stopped me from taking any English courses in college and still I took the creative writing class and told my professor off so he was too afraid to tell me what he really thought of my writing. I have to admit the Muse did give me a big head. Lol! But I should have accepted his constructive criticism. I would take his constructive criticism a thousand times over rather than hear that people who are impoverished have impoverished thinking that keeps in an impoverished state. Because we all know that the middle class is shrinking more and more. There is no place to go but lower for those of us who are already down. And I am tired of being looked down upon by those who are a higher status. Especially when those people are in a position to do for others or are put in the position to help others but sit there on their high horse and pass judgement. The Phoenix is in a rage and the voices will not shut up. I am in creative mode but I have school work. And these voices will not shut up.....Shut I can't hear myself think!!! Ummm...please read my newest poem "A Little Bit of Both" I was feeling ummm...a bit naughty. Haven't done anything like that since I was like fourteen lol! My mom smack those thoughts away when I got pregnant with my oldest. Took eight years to make another child after that. So talkative shut up now.
Maybe even Joaquin I don't know. They say the skies the limit but.... The one thing these folks really don't want me to do is start commenting on health care and that's what my school is asking for right now. I think that's why my mind is really being talkative. I am so pissed right now about some of the comments being made about the impoverished and their "impoverished thinking" their are three letters I want to follow that phrase up with and one of the letters is W. I took Health Care Administration and now I wish I had just took Literature or something that has to do with what I really love to do. My fear of hearing my writing was garbage stopped me from taking any English courses in college and still I took the creative writing class and told my professor off so he was too afraid to tell me what he really thought of my writing. I have to admit the Muse did give me a big head. Lol! But I should have accepted his constructive criticism. I would take his constructive criticism a thousand times over rather than hear that people who are impoverished have impoverished thinking that keeps in an impoverished state. Because we all know that the middle class is shrinking more and more. There is no place to go but lower for those of us who are already down. And I am tired of being looked down upon by those who are a higher status. Especially when those people are in a position to do for others or are put in the position to help others but sit there on their high horse and pass judgement. The Phoenix is in a rage and the voices will not shut up. I am in creative mode but I have school work. And these voices will not shut up.....Shut I can't hear myself think!!! Ummm...please read my newest poem "A Little Bit of Both" I was feeling ummm...a bit naughty. Haven't done anything like that since I was like fourteen lol! My mom smack those thoughts away when I got pregnant with my oldest. Took eight years to make another child after that. So talkative shut up now. 
